To My Readers:
Approximately a month ago now, I lost someone who was very dear to me...My Mom. At 4:08pm on a Friday afternoon my whole world changed forever. As you can tell I haven't written a new blog in a while. And even as I write this new blog, I am going through some changes in my life - 4:08 p.m. my mother passed on from this world. I knew one day that I was going to go through it (Read Blog: Comfy Couch). Many days prior to 4:08pm on the Friday afternoon, I had prayed to God to give me strength, my family and most of all my mother. I believe God heard my prayers, but my pain of losing my mother is very painful. It hurts sooooo bad.
At 4:08pm my life changed. As I write this blog, I am so full of tears and my heart is so heavy. I know my mom isn't suffering anymore and that she is amongst the angels. Knowing that she is in heaven doesn't make it any easier because I am unable to talk to her in the physical. I cannot pick up the phone and talk to her on a daily basis. I know that I'm blessed to have had a good mother who loved, cared, nourished and gave her all to her family. I am BLESSED and that is why I miss her so. My Mom taught me many things about love and family. She taught me about sharing when I didn't want to share. She taught me how to love without expecting it in return. She gave her motherly opinions whether I liked them or not.
Have you ever loved someone so hard and lost them? My parents were married 52 years longer than they were with their parents. They loved each other..cared for one another and relied on one another. It was an awesome thing to see my Dad as my Mom's caregiver. I had a chance to witness a couple who went through thick and thin and till death did they part. I can't help but cry because this is the way it's suppose to be...In the end my Dad was right there by my Mom's side till the end. I can hardly type this blog because I am so full of tears. My heart hurts sooooo bad because I miss my Mother so.
What hurts the most is that I can't talk to her on the phone. My Mom was good at listening and we all know it is very important that we have that special person who just listens. I know that time will heal my broken heart. I feel like a lost soul traveling to one cumulus cloud to the next looking for my mother. This is a painful thing. I am so thankful to have had the loving mother that I had..I thank God.
Approximately a month ago now, I lost someone who was very dear to me...My Mom. At 4:08pm on a Friday afternoon my whole world changed forever. As you can tell I haven't written a new blog in a while. And even as I write this new blog, I am going through some changes in my life - 4:08 p.m. my mother passed on from this world. I knew one day that I was going to go through it (Read Blog: Comfy Couch). Many days prior to 4:08pm on the Friday afternoon, I had prayed to God to give me strength, my family and most of all my mother. I believe God heard my prayers, but my pain of losing my mother is very painful. It hurts sooooo bad.
At 4:08pm my life changed. As I write this blog, I am so full of tears and my heart is so heavy. I know my mom isn't suffering anymore and that she is amongst the angels. Knowing that she is in heaven doesn't make it any easier because I am unable to talk to her in the physical. I cannot pick up the phone and talk to her on a daily basis. I know that I'm blessed to have had a good mother who loved, cared, nourished and gave her all to her family. I am BLESSED and that is why I miss her so. My Mom taught me many things about love and family. She taught me about sharing when I didn't want to share. She taught me how to love without expecting it in return. She gave her motherly opinions whether I liked them or not.
Have you ever loved someone so hard and lost them? My parents were married 52 years longer than they were with their parents. They loved each other..cared for one another and relied on one another. It was an awesome thing to see my Dad as my Mom's caregiver. I had a chance to witness a couple who went through thick and thin and till death did they part. I can't help but cry because this is the way it's suppose to be...In the end my Dad was right there by my Mom's side till the end. I can hardly type this blog because I am so full of tears. My heart hurts sooooo bad because I miss my Mother so.
What hurts the most is that I can't talk to her on the phone. My Mom was good at listening and we all know it is very important that we have that special person who just listens. I know that time will heal my broken heart. I feel like a lost soul traveling to one cumulus cloud to the next looking for my mother. This is a painful thing. I am so thankful to have had the loving mother that I had..I thank God.
Readers....If you haven't called your mother today or yesterday..Pick up the phone and call her... Tell her that you love her and that you thank God for her.
Thank You,
Angela Patterson, Blogger
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